Infamous:
Yeah... well... The time in Kefrens was probably my 15 minutes back then... Still recall our demo parties, and how people was so god damn arrogant untill I turned my back, showing the pressed logo "KEFRENS" at them... suddenly I had these small "drooling dogs" at my feet... funny how status make people react
I myself have had quite a life... but Im sure you can recall some of my past forum inlays, talking about Social Anxiety and depression
... well, I'm still dealing with the anxiety, and have still been in the social welfare system since I was 18... never had a job more than 3 times... one stopped after 1 day, another after a week and the last after a month... The 1 day job was actually in Copenhagens biggest music retail store, and was dream come true... but the anxiety was at it's peek, and I ended up on the toilet with anxiety raging.... sad
Today though, I'm doing a lot better... have realised that I'm just not good at the job-market, and are currently being testet for "retirement" by the local authority system... hope this will end the 18 years of terror, and give me all the time in the world to do my music...
I'm with you Infamous
Analog X:
Seems I did pretty much the same on the C64 back when I had that nice computer
... Actually I did code three or four demos on it, but as it was pre-scene, I unfortunately lost all I had made on it, when I switched to the AMIGA
... I believe I was one of the first to have created a complete Rob Hubbard music collection back then... I ripped practically ALL his music from the games, and put them together in 6 or 7 collection demos...
On the AMIGA, I started coding demos and making music (actually have some made in the demo's. my early music career)... I ended up coding a tracker eventually, that just nwever got finished... a few of the early kefrens demo's actually had my own tracker routine in there... The AMIGA died when I was doing a personal game covering the Advanced Dungeons & Dragons game rules... I'm very much into roleplaying you know
Have even drawn some pencil drawings of monsters
you can watch them here:
http://www.putfile.com/razmo but the scans are TERRIBLE!
Today I have come to the conclusion, that no matter how much the urge to code, I'm terrible bihind in skills of object oriented coding.... and graphics which I've also dealt rather much with, I'm not in for learning 3D graphics even though it draws me... I'm a musician now, and will be focusing ALL my energy towards this field.