Hey Commie and Chris , thanks for the replies guys ,
Hmm... so where do i start exactly. I had to think about that one for a little while. And honestly , i still don't really know how to answer. I was thinking last night also about my original post , as in , what exactly was i asking (i.e. Did i just ask a stupid question? hahah) anyways ... and what exactly am i looking for by posting/asking that. Still don't know exactly.
Anyways , hmmm ... now what's my direction? .... hell if i know hahah ... seriously though ... I'm not really looking to write a "hit" or something popular just for the sake of it, or ya know , emmm ... or change the style that i write in (what ever that is btw) to make it more popular or something like that. (Hopefully that came out right) ... I guess i'm just looking to write stuff that sounds good , and hope that other people get something out of it too (i'd imagine that's pretty normal).
Style-wise ... doesn't really fit into one genre or another i suppose , but i always , mostly anyways , have classical / orchestral as a foundation (b/c that's what i grew up with) , but i try to mix that with well Electro / Ambient / Other ... I'm not really looking to emulate one group or artist per se , i mean , I guess I'd rather add to what's out there (hopefully anyways) rather than just be another someone else (again, i suppose that's pretty normal)....
Right ..back to direction (i get distracted easy , if you couldn't tell already haha) i guess i see myself as a writer/composer , well i like to see it that way anyways. hmmm... I guess what i mean is I'd like to think that I'm at least half-way decent at composition... With arrangement however , well i think I'm alright at that ..although at lot of my ideas are all over the place (like my mind hah) .... other than that though .. mixing ... sure i can pan stuff and mess with volume levels here and there ...(on that last one i had to mess with vol levs quite a bit to try and smooth some of the instruments out or something like that (which is one of the things i'm not so good at) ....and production/mastering/ post production or whatever ...well .. most of the stuff after composition and arrangement is frustrating for me ... b/c it takes me forever , b/c I'm not so good at it ... i mean .. i can use some reverb and delay ... somewhat effectively sometimes ... well i think anyways .... compression and eq ... i can honestly say i don't really touch it ... sure i can play around ... but to use it effectively is a totally different story ...
I guess I'm getting a bit side-tracked now (again) ... emmm ... One of my weaker point (besides all the above stuff haha) , I would say , is turning those 30-sec to 1:30min sec ideas into 3:30min-5min songs ... which yeah i guess that is the hard part isn't it hahah ... I mean i literally have 100s of those short ideas just sitting there ... some 30sec , some 1:30 ... some maybe ever 3mins ... but none are songs as such (a lot are years old also)... and yeah ... not all are good either hahah ... a decent amount have potential ... but it's weird for me b/c part of me doesn't want to "ruin" the original idea (which i know is a bit silly) by changing it too much, partly b/c most of the short ideas came from just pressing record and just start playing ... rather that thinking about it too much ... which seems to be what i do when i go back to it ... well sometimes anyways ... ok well maybe most of the time ... hah ....
Just as a side note ... on that last one i did have a bunch of different revisions , i'll admit though some not so different than others , but probably mostly b/c of the changing bit as mentioned above. And i do tend to listen to things i write over and over again ... most of the time just to listen ... not really to change anything ... but yeah i did have some ideas about what i wanted to do with the song ... but just didn't know how to implement them ... and yeah ... i do tend to release stuff earlier than it should be ... however with that said ... i suppose i do that b/c for one it doesn't feel like i'll ever finish whatever particular song i happen to be working on ...
Freaking fraka firecracker ... it's time for bed ... didn't realize how late it was ... and i got work tomorrow